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This is the only place I can pour my feelings out and I need to do it somewhere. Fuck. I fucked up bad. There is a reason I don’t like people. I don’t trust them. I don’t fall in love. And all the regular bullshit. And now here I am , sitting here after crying for so long my eyes are burning. Just because of some stupid guy. Am I fucking retarded ? I should have known itd end like this. Note to self. NEVER CARE ABOUT ANYONE ! EVER ! Unless you’d like to end up alone and in pain. Calls me babe ? Tells me about the massages and kisses he’d like to give me ? Yeah it’s all fucking bullshit. Something boys like to call wheels. Fuck. Whatever. Honestly like maybe I wanted him for all the wrong reasons. Or maybe he’ll want me as soon as I make some improvements. Or maybe he is just really meant to be a goddamn hockey kid and just want to fuck me over. Who cares. I don’t want to have feelings any more. Any feelings. No sad , mad , happy , upset , cheery. Non of that bullshit. It all fucking sucks !! I know I am not drop dead gorgeous. I have to look in the mirror every fucking day. And I know that I’m nothing special. But I am a lot more legit then half the girls on this planet and I am a decent person. All I want is to feel wanted. Because for a while now , I haven’t been. At all. Not by my dad. My mom. My brothers. My friends. Boys. No one. They just all say fuck it. I just lost my best friend for fuck sakes. All because she chose guys over me. Even she didn’t value me enough to try and change and keep me around. Fuck. I’m sick of it. My face hurts. And I know I just have to go face all this shit again tomorrow.
And. On top of everything. Not only did I tell him how I felt and made a fool of myself. I also gave him and anyone else who reads those messages or he tells , full permission to fuck me over. To make fun of me and make me look and feel like a desperate piece of dirt. Fuck this. Fuck him. Fuck everyone fuck everything. Fuck life. I’m done.
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